He's spoiling me

I'm right now on the train back to Stockholm, back to reality, after a wonderful weekend where Oliver really have been spoiling me. It feels like I got a break this weekend from all the "to-do's", one last weekend before the fall starts for real. But I know that I have him there in the background all the time supporting whatever I wanna do. If he knows that I really wanna do something he would never stop me, and when I need a break he's there to give it to me. 
 

Tomorrow school starts and with that everything else too. I don't know what to expect exactly, in one way it feels like I'm thrown back to the day before I started gymnasium, but I feel totally different. This time I'm really doing this because I want to. This time I'm going there and I wanna pass everything in school for me this time, no one else. This is for my future, this is my chance to get my dreams. But that doesn't mean that you can't have fun at the same time. Let's do this! 



Back to normal

I feel like now after the summer that my life is starting to really fall into what it was like before I moved to the US. I'm back being a scoutleader, not just once but twice a week maybe. I have two (three if I want to) different jobs and school is starting next week. On top of that I just got a gym membership again. I want to go back to feeling that strong and good with so much energy. So my fall is all planed out for me, all up until christmas. The little time I have left from time to time is going to bf. family and friends...where is this gonna end!? 

 

Like it was yesterday

I have now had Lisa here with me for a few days and I'm trying to enjoy every second of it. But in one was it's hard, because everything feels so normal, it feels like it was yesterday I saw her last time and not a year ago. I think that's how you know you are really good friends. Distans and time doesn't matter, you know that you always have each other there and if something would happen she would be there for me in a second. 

 

No more flying for me right now

I feel pretty done with the whole flying part right now. Can't say I have much luck with it. Only this summer I've been on six different flrights, where only two of them have been on time. The actually trip is always awesome, but not the way there. 
 
We were suppose to have three hours in New York before we were gonna head to the airport, I can do three hours. That's a nice lunch and time to buy the last things you need. But when we woke up yeseterday morning we had a suprise waiting for us, the three hours had turned into 10 hours of time to kill in the city before we had to go to the airport. While on the train up they pushed back the flight one more hour, I mean why not. I just lost all energy and will to do anything with the time. I just wanted to get from spot A to B as fast as I could. But now we were stuck in the middle, and couldn't do anything about it. Becuase I can promise you that we tried to look up every possible way to get home faster, and we found a way, it was just that it would cost us about 40 000 sek. Not really our budget. 
So we started out with killing a few hours at starbucks before we decided to go to the airport, get rid of at least one bag and then check out the stores there, have dinner and maybe a drink or two. 
 
But there isn't endless of stores at the airport, and we went through them pretty quickly, so we decided to have dinner before everything closed down and then bunker up with a bunch of things for the next few hours of waiting. 

Finally, after some reading, watching movies, wine drinking, snack eating and some sleeping on the floor we could finally board the plane and enjoy that the acutal flight went by smoothly and quick. Now it's time to repack everything and go on to the next adventure. 
 
 
 
 
 



Why not spend a few more hours here?

I don't know what to say to this. Our flight home is delayed, for seven hours. Recognice it? I really don't have luck with flight this summer. Something is always suppose to be wrong. New York is a nice city, but not with millions of bags and when you just wanna get home. Doesn't matter what home. Can take any of them, I just don't wanna be stuck in between and not be able to do anything about it. 
 
But we have had an awesome trip and are already planning our next one back, so will have to focus on that and have a few drinks or something. 
Photo: Camilla Sullivan 
 

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